In third grade, my class visited the Bronx Zoo; in fourth grade, we
moved on to Ellis Island; freshman year of high school, we were
cultured enough for the Met; and senior year, mature enough for the
Holocaust Museum in New York. For a long time, New York City was just
the end-point of many long school bus rides. I assumed every building
was a museum or a monument, forgetting that eight million New Yorkers
had to live somewhere. New Haven was the center of my universe, and New
York was two hours off my radar.
Ironically, though I’ve now moved two hundred miles farther
away, the city now seems closer than ever. Far from New York, I found
myself surrounded on all fronts by the city. Freshman week was a
perpetual exchange of the bizarre social currency of a New York
address: “I live on 78th and Amsterdam” for “I’m just across town on
5th.” My offering, “I’m from Hamden, Conn., just outside New Haven,”
isn’t worth much on the New York social exchange. This emphasis
continues beyond those first weeks of freshman year. Regardless of
their professional aspirations, grads flock to the city’s bright lights
and high energy. Undergrads flee there during summers to boost their
résumés, in hopes of becoming the New York graduate.
It’s strange that a city 200 miles away has more of a presence
on campus than one merely four T stops away, but it makes sense in some
strange way. Boston’s colonial appeal takes a back seat to New York’s
modern-day sophistication for the very reason that the fast paced life
in the Big Apple mimics the constant onslaught of homework and
extracurricular meetings. Nevertheless, too often, students descend on
New York without considering the alternatives.
My town of Hamden, Conn. has little, if any, of the hustle and
bustle of 5th Avenue. A far cry from the East Side, Hamden is a quiet
suburb, easing the transition from urban New Haven to rural Chesire.
Most of Hamden was originally a farm whose vestiges still linger on as
stone walls in backyards and undeveloped fields. At its outskirts,
Hamden is a liquor store and a gas station with barely paved roads and
population densities approaching zero. Near New Haven, Hamden is
schools, large colonials, and parks interspersed with restaurants and
bars. But most of Hamden lies between these two: a suburban paradise.
Maybe paradise is an exaggeration, but I love Hamden for how
it defies New York. Unlike Manhattan, Hamden can not offer
Ethiopian-Mexican restaurants, inexpensive public transportation, and a
Starbucks on every corner—all available 24/7. But where New Yorkers
might find it limiting, I find it liberating. My neighborhood may not
be as diverse as a New York subway car, but at least I’m friends with
the 20 families on my block. I might not be able to find public
transportation at 3 a.m., but I never hit traffic driving up my street.
I cannot eat at the latest ethnic fusion restaurant, but I can go apple
picking. Suburbia has reduced the choices I have to make in life, and
in effect, simplified things. Of course, it would be foolish to say
that Hamden has more going on than New York (it doesn’t) or is more
diverse (it isn’t) or can provide me with more opportunities (it
can’t), but a simplicity pervades it that will never appear in New
York. New York doesn’t know how to be simple. The city makes life as
easy as possible, offering cabs at every corner and open bars at every
hour. It never just stops and examines itself, instead continually
barreling forward.
So naturally, when people criticize my suburb for its defining
simplicity, it stings a little. When New York friends tell me they have
“suburban day” at their high school when they dress the same,
unfashionable way or when people criticize Boston as a diet city, it
makes me question whether I want to live in New York and adopt that
perspective.
Honestly, I probably will follow my friends to New York after
graduation. I am just as seduced by the nightlife and cosmopolitanism
as anyone else here. But even if my next field trip to New York lasts
longer than a few days, Hamden will still be just a train ride away.
Steven A. McDonald ’08 is a biology concentrator in Currier House. He is not the king of New York—he lives in Connecticut.